I am Ayesha before I was Ankita Goyal. I am or was very bubbly and jolly in nature. For me life is just enjoying. I used to say enjoy each and every moment we don't know when dead will taste us and I should not regret that I have not done this but inside I knew someone is there up watching us.
I came from Hindu family and very religious one but the best family ever I saw. I am youngest one in my family. Oops was youngest one until I got nephew. My family's reaction was not good when I was reverting in Islam.
With the grace of Allah I completed my engineering in 2011 and shifted in Dubai in July 2012, I used to go pubs and all basically was party animal which I don't want to describe now. I have enjoyed a lot in my life but inside was knowing this is not true. As I was science student and love science I used to think what will happen after dead ? Is I will become star or ghost ? If I will become star what I am suppose to do see all other on world and can't move from place so boring.. Or ghost than I can try all cloths in market without paying , I can watch all movie without tickets. That was actually my thoughts. As I told I am from Hindu family they believe in 7 birth so my mother say me always that if you do bad to other it will come back to you and you will became some animal like dog, frog in next birth.lol ya I know she sound funny but trust me she is best mother in world. So my next birth thought was always with me.
I was like tomb boy and so daring one. I don't fear to talk to anyone . If you will dare me to say love you to smart sir in school I would do that also. So when I shifted to Dubai I was non believer. My room owner is Muslim, but we have mix religious people here. From beginning all like me because of my mother policy or taught not to hurt anyone. And I was the person live in my own world not bothering others, I don't care for world what they think about me just chilling and enjoying was my aim. Apart from enjoying my aim was modeling, fashion.
Alhamdulillah I got hidayat on 29 sept 2013, but I will say again read how I was. One of spoil person and I don't know what Allah like in me and place me on track.
Conclusion: Don't ever thing this people can't be right. Allah can show u-turn any time.
Alhamdulillah. Just pray for all people out there need dua from us. In sha Allah will discuss my journey in next blog
Alhamdullilah,,, Amazing and inspiring to hear your story. As your mother told good will always come to those who does good. Thank god we do not have to wait for the remaining 6 lives to find out about the goods we did in this life. Allah either will give it to us in this life itself like in your case where he got you to the right path, or else it will be given to us in bigger returns in the hereafter. Thank you for sharing your story.
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