When I put on hijab - Trust Allah

As salaam alaikum wa rehamtullahi wa barakatuhu 

When I came in Islam 29 sept 2013, I took shahada in Dubai court. My Muslim sisters and brother took me there early in morning so I can go office after that. That was awesome time but trust me I didn't cry. Back to work 

One of family member Muslim sister she came in Islam like 7 years back mashaallah. When she say about her life I feel like saying Allah don't test me like this. One of the good statement advised ever which was made by that sister friendto her when she was in confused state. When all left Muslim sister alone she was getting pressure from home to come back and mother's emotional blackmailing. She asked her friend what should I do, so that friend replied that you can Leave Allah and go to your mother but who can assure you, if Incase you put your first step in home and your  mother is no more to see you. Than you will be totally alone because Allah didn't left you but you left him for your mother and your mother left you. She cried and didn't turn back whatever it took. 

This is one of the inspiration for me. I started my hijab within 2 week of my shahada. That 2 week I was in thinking what people will say me, how they are gonna react, what he I ll be kick out from job, but more than that one thing was going on I need to cover me I need to cover me. And I started hijab which will go with me till grave in sha Allah.

My boss is Hindu and they reacted and asked me why you wanna become Muslim. They are terrorists, they are not good. Alhamdulillah I started studing and listening Dr. Zakir  naik lectures  before so replied him with proper answer. 

Conclusion: No matter how hard people are with you just trust Allah and move, trust me you will not be defeated. My hijab my love toward Allah.

First step towards Islam

As salaam alaikum wa rehamtullahi wa barakatuhu 

One day me and my Christian friend thought for fasting Ramadan. Her reason of fasting Allah knows but why I thought because it is fun .

We are 6 people in a room that time 2 roommate where Muslim and in full flat 3 families are there in that 2 families were Muslim. So I thought so excited it will be to get up early and eat and in evening get together and eat. So we took fasting alhamdulillah.

The first thing I left was wearing shorts, mini just to respect the month of Ramadan.  We were so good in fasting and with grace of Allah didn't find any difficulty in it. One day in kidding manner a muslim girl told me get converted and I said if you will say that again I ll skip fasting. (Ya Allah forgive me for those words and hurting sister).

Some of my friend who are Muslim said there is not use of your fasting Allah will not except this. I told them who are you to decide. Like that with mix feeling we did fasting but not full month. We did Ramadan salad as an non believers. 

Ramadan over. After that one day I wore short and was not able to feel comfortable at all. I don't know what was wrong with me and I drop wearing shorts or improper cloths. Alhamdulillah. 

Conclusion don't judge others or there rewards. You are just a human being , let Allah judge you.

Just pray for all Muslim struggling all over